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I can't resist myself to talk to him, the one she likes


usne bhi vaisa hi kia jaisa maine kia tha us ladki ke sath, yhi ki mai single hu. Muje bas bat karne ke lie koi chaie tha, iske pas time nhi rehta, din me 1 min bhi nhi. Mere sare dost bhi chale gae yha se. Kabhi kabhi aate hai, par shayad mai wait karta hu ki kab jaae, irritation hoti hai har kisi se. Agar mai us ladki ko bolta ki meri gf hai, to shayad vo mujhse baat hi nhi karti fir dubara kabhi. Shayad meri life me akele hi rehna rakha hai. Shayad is tanhai se hi pyar ho gya hai. Room ki light band rehti hai. Windows pe curtain. Din me bhi andhera, bcoz meri roshni to kabki chorke chali gai, jis din isne job shuru ki. Lekin us ladki se to kabka jhagda kar lia tha, ab to kisi ladki ki traf dekhne ka man nhi karta, bas kan me earphone laga ke, neeche dekhte hue college jata hu. Din me zadatar time earphone kan me rehta hai, because this world sucks. I like it, to be alone, thinking about her, thinking of all those years I spent with her. Jaise maine us ladki ko nhi btaya vaise hi i…