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Happy birthday to Her


Kal uska birthday hai. Lekin usse jhagda ho hi rakha hai to shayad koi fayda nhi. But still I had written a message for her. Or vo ladke se uska koi relation nhi, par pta nhi q Maine fir jhagda kar lia. Bharosa karta hi nhi, pagal hu mai, chutiya bhi. Ab to vo kabhi nhi manegi.


Shayad ye last birthday ho tere sath. Iske baad humari baat ho na ho kya pta. Sab kuch shi chal rha tha, and we are too close to our destination, bas 1 ring bachi thi, vo bhi 13 may ko de deta, lekin itne paas hote hue bhi sab khatam ho gya. Na tune muje samajhne ki kosish ki, na muje samjhaya. Muje pta hai tu nhi rehna chahti mere sath. Mai bas hamesha yhi sochta hu ki jo ho rha hai acha ho rha hai, or jo hoga vo bhi acha hi hoga, mere lie naa sahi, shayad tere lie, vese bhi we were one. To teri life me kuch acha ho ya meri me, ek hi baat hai.
Mai har kosish karta ki tere se kaise milna hai, konsi job karu to tere gharwale maan jae. Maine to apna weight bhi badha lia. Lekin tu apni job me itni busy ho gai ki …