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Can't stop my heart or my tears

Kuch bhi acha nahi lag rha.pta nhi q vo samajhti hi nhi, uske bina sab bekar lagta hai.pta nhi meri galti kya hai.q ye dil banaya bhagwan ne.or q muje true love ka ehsas hua, normal hi thek tha,kam se kam aesi feeling to nhi ati.or vo pta nhi q mujhse jhoot bolti hai, kam se kam sach bol de ki tuje koi oor pasand hai, mai promise karta hu ki dubara tum dono ke raste me nhi aunga.use nhi pta meri rate kaise kat ti hai.mummy so rhi hai baju wale bed pe,or mai khul ke roo b nhi sakta.man kar rha hai khudka gala daba du.pehli baar gao me man nhi lag rha.man kr rha hai wapas delhi chale jau. Kya fayda,kahi bhi jau vo hamesha dimag me rhegi.bas din bhar bethe bethe uske bare me sochta rehta hu.or vo apna kam kar rhi hai. Pta nahi kaise kaise jawab dene lat gai vo. Maine bol dia hai use ki mai abse msg nhi karunga.

First time I am not happy at my hometown

Pta nhi par lagta hai ki vo mujhse kuch chupa rhi hai.shayad vo abhi bhi us ladke se milti hai,uske office wala.maine usse pucha ki vo kisi or ko like karti hai ke nhi,usne "no" kha,lekin muje nhi lagta. 10 din se baat nhi ki usse,na hi usne phone kia,or na hi msg karti hai,boli ki job chorne ke bad sab thek ho jaega,lekin sab wapas kharab ho gya hai. Bolti hai ki job le, kam se kam baat to kar,har jagah se block kar dia usne.samjh bhi nhi aa rha ki use manane ke lie karu bhi to karu kya. Usse bola hai ki job lag jaegi is month ke end tak. Tab tak laga lunga job.pta nhi uski life me kya chal rha hai, or vo q mujhse baat nhi kar rhi. Use maine msg beja, uska reply tha, dont text me, i cant read these.

Hi, it's me,yad h hum 10 me sath padhte the.pta h tu mujhse bhoot zada nafrat karti thi.mai tujhse bhoot zada pyar karta tha.jab tune pallav se baate karna shuru kia tab bhoot gussa ata tha,lekin mai kuch kar bhi nhi sakta tha.fir dhere dhere humne baate karna shuru kia,sab…