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Silence is the only option to save it

I woke up 4 in the morning, checked my phone for any notification but there was none. Then again at 6, but still there was no message from her. Then I text her good morning at 7, but she didn't opened fb for last 24 hr. At night she texted me on fb that " I didn't told you to keep quiet, text me whenever you could". She is always busy with her friends. She forgot what and who I am. She even don't bother to text me first. I had reduced the no. of messages I send her in a day. That is what she wanted, and also she don't have patience to read my message. If my message are more than 4 word long, she simply deleted them without reading, so now I had reduced the frequency of messages. What is the point of expecting rain in clear sky. I check my phone every 5 min for her message, and she always disappoint me. I know that she will never text me first, still I wait for her message. I don't think that she wants me anymore, she searches for groom on matrimonial web…

Just a normal day

Kal subh usne phone kia 9 bje. Khana kha rhi thi office me, uski Mummy ki tabiyat kharab thi, to subh kha ke nhi aai thi. Usne kha ki usne baal chote karwa lie hai, boli ki bhoot bekar lag rhi hu, agar tune dekha to tu muje chor ke chale jaega, use kya pta ki muje uski shakal ke sath uski awaz bhi pyari lagti hai. To 1 chez ke lie dusri chez thode hi chor sakta hu. Usne kha ki mai whatsapp pe video call karti hu. Mai college ja rha tha to raste me wifi nhi pakad rha tha. Usne mera number unblock kia, 5 din k bad. Usne call kia but mai jabtak online aya tab tak chale gai thi. Uske bad baat nhi hui. Maine use bataya ki mai is time free hu tab kar dena. Lekin bad me jab bhi vo free hoti h, uske dost bhi free ho jae h, to vo unke sath busy ho jati hai or use meri yad nhi ati. Rat me maine use good night 8 bje hi bol dia. Vo good night bolke so gai. Mai ise ab zada msg nhi karta. Agar use problem hai to mai ab nhi karne wala pareshaan. Ab usse chorke apne startup pe dhyan dunga. Paisa hoga…