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Found Water in desert

Aj subh 7:16 pe msg kia "morning", vo tab tak office ke lie tayar hone chali gai, office jate time cab me usne muje fir "morning" wish kia. or fir video call bhi ki, bas 1 min. uske bad vo office chale gae, dubara call kia tab tak usne apna phone locker me rakh dia tha. muje laga ki 10:30 call karegi, but nhi kia, usne us time phone hi nhi nikala locker se. 2 bje usne mere msg padhe, and again I messaged her before she go home. Usne ghar jake msg kia, jiski muje 0% ummed thi, generally vo msg padhti hai, fir ya to hmm(10%), ok (10%), ya no reply (80%). but usne msg kia, or fir video call bhi. vo bhi 3-4min. bhoot dino baad use apne sath sote hue dekha. cute lag rhi thi. Aj shayad uska mood acha tha, islie muje msg kia, or fir video call bhi. But hamesha aesa nhi hota, its like watching eclipse once in a year. Kash hamesha same aj ke jaisa din repeat ho, everything same, same msg, same video call, like a loop. I want to trap myself in that loop. Watching her again …