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Uske pas time hi nhi mere msg padhne ka. Shayad use yad hi nhi ati meri, agar hoti to apna msg box open karke dekh leti kam se kam ki maine msg kia hai. Shayad usne mera subh wala msg bhi nhi padha ho. Mai use msg karke zabardasti call karne ko nhi bolna chahta tha, q ki vo fir bolegi ki mai firse pehle ki trah kar rha hu. But maine use msg kia or kha ki call karne ko. Msg to vo padhti hi nhi, islie muje whatsapp pe msg karna pada. Vo office se jane ke bad pta nhi kisse bat karti hai, shayad hoga vo deefuck. Khair mere gussa karne se kya hoga. Or na hi mai usse puch sakta hu,bcoz fir vo gussa ho jaegi, bolegi q janna hai, tu muje control karna chahta hai. Muje to aesa lagta hai ki muje usne bandh ke rakha hai. Jab maine use btaya ki company ka reply aya hai, mai age initiate karu kya bat, uska reply tha ha kar de. No expression, nothing, jaise use koi matlab hi nhi mujhse, ha karna hai kar de, nhi karna mat kar, bhaad me ja, muje koi fark nhi padta, shayad aese sochti ho vo. Kabhi kab…

No call

Kal rat jaldi so gya, 11:20 pe hi. Being an engineer and sleeping at 11 doesn't match at all. Rat me bar bar uth rha tha, 4 bje utha, muje laga 8 baj rhe honge or vo call karegi. Fir 5:30 utha, use good morning msg kia or wapas soo gya. Fir 7 bje utha, fir 8 bje, 8 bje ke bad to alarm har 4 min pe bajta rehta hai. Mai wait karte rha uske call ka but usne nhi kia. Maine off campus apply kia tha ek company me, unlogo ne reply kia hai, asked few questions before they interview me, problem ye hai ki vo company mumbai me hai and I need job in Bangalore. Maine ye sab use bataya msg karke, usne shayad msg padha ho but call nhi kia, shayad sham ko kare. Kabhi kabhi lagta hai ki vo mujhme interested nhi. Jabtak meri zarurat thi tab tak shayad mujhse pyar karti thi. Ab khud job karti hai, new dost, to muje q yad karegi. or mai yha apne dosto se jitna ho sake distance bana ke rakhta hu. Mushkil se hafte me kisi se 10 min baat karta hu. Uske pas time hota hai but vo baat nhi karna chahti, kab…