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Vo abhi patna me hai, shayad city me, because she is online. Aj usne call nhi kia, whatsapp pe kabhi msg vese bhi nhi karti khudse. Maine id delete kar di thi jab usne kha ki muje msg mat karna, vese b usi ke lie on kar rakhi thi id par jab usne mana hi kar dia to kya fayda id rakhne ka. Aj wapas on ki hai, but maine use msg nhi kia, promise jo kia hai ki use pareshaan nhi karunga. Shayad use yaad aa jae or call ya msg kar de. Pta nhi bas apne office ke group me busy rehti hai ya kisi oor ke sath, nhi pta muje, or jaanaa bhi nhi, uski life hai, uski marzi use kiske sath rehna hai, vese b mere pas job nhi or use koi chaie jo defence me ho, or defence me 1lakh log hai, to shayad use mil hi jaega koi na koi. Kash IIT me ane se acha maine khi oor se bsc ki hoti, to aj 4.5 years ki jagah 3 sal me pas ho chuka hota or shayad defence join b kar chuka hota. Ya yha IIT me nhi ata to shayad vo call bhi nhi karti muje 2013 me. Maine usse jhagda kar lia tha 2011 me, fir humne 1 sal baat nhi ki, f…

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Shayad vo wapas Bangalore aa gai hai. Muje nhi lagta ki ab vo mere msg padhegi, uske pas time hi nhi hota ya vo deti hi nahi. kal subh usne call kia tha, fir vo online ho gai, shayad wapas aa gai ho. Or jaise hi online ati hai to vo muje bhool jati hai. Khair mai bhi use disturb nhi karunga. Or na hi use zabardasti call karne ke lie bolunga. Agar uske pas time hoga,or if she really loves me then she will call. Agar nhi karti hai to shayad muje age badh jana chaie uski trah. Use promise jo kia hai,ki use pareshaan nhi karunga, or agar vo mere bina bhot khush hai to use khush rehne dunga.