Going back to Delhi

Aj vo thek hai, use ICU se ward me shift kar denge. Uske lungs me blood ghus gya tha, use sas lene me problem ho rhi thi, lekin ab thek hai.
Aj wapas Delhi ja rha hu. Muje nhi lagta use pta hoga. Ab kya fark padta hai, itne din to baat ki nhi, ab ghanta karegi. I have almost left her. Muje nhi lagta ki ab mai iske sath continue kar sakta hu. 1 mahina hone jaa rha hai, 3 din bache hai. 11 ko last time bat ki thi, bat kya jhagda hua tha. Jo bhi hai, ab mai uspe dhyan nhi dene wala. Now I will concentrate on my and only my future. Our ka sawal hi nhi uth ta, bhoot use kia our,lekin use to koi fark hi nhi padta. Ab bhoot ho gya, ab apne lie karunga, vese uske lie zada kuch kia nhi, lekin uska sath dia tha. Uske lie 24 ghante available Rehta tha, lekin uske pas time hi nhi mere lie. Bolti hai ki tera phone free hai na, tere pas jio hai na. To tu kabi bhi call kar dena. Pehli bat to mai q unlimited pack dalwau, jabki mai kisi se bat karta hi nhi gharwalo ke alawa. Uper se ghanta tuje call karunga, number block karke bolti hai ki jab man kare call kar dena. Chutiya samjha hai kya. Jo bhi hai. Usko karna hoga to karegi. Mai nhi kar rha.