Can't stop my heart or my tears

Kuch bhi acha nahi lag rha.pta nhi q vo samajhti hi nhi, uske bina sab bekar lagta hai.pta nhi meri galti kya hai.q ye dil banaya bhagwan ne.or q muje true love ka ehsas hua, normal hi thek tha,kam se kam aesi feeling to nhi ati.or vo pta nhi q mujhse jhoot bolti hai, kam se kam sach bol de ki tuje koi oor pasand hai, mai promise karta hu ki dubara tum dono ke raste me nhi aunga.use nhi pta meri rate kaise kat ti hai.mummy so rhi hai baju wale bed pe,or mai khul ke roo b nhi sakta.man kar rha hai khudka gala daba du.pehli baar gao me man nhi lag rha.man kr rha hai wapas delhi chale jau. Kya fayda,kahi bhi jau vo hamesha dimag me rhegi.bas din bhar bethe bethe uske bare me sochta rehta hu.or vo apna kam kar rhi hai. Pta nahi kaise kaise jawab dene lat gai vo. Maine bol dia hai use ki mai abse msg nhi karunga.