She won't even bother to reply

Aj usne good morning ka reply nhi kia, or naa hi kal kia tha, but kal usne call kia tha, aj to vo bhi nhi kia. Use bas mujhse hi baat karne ka man nhi karta. Mai bas din bhar use msg karta hu, vo 1 bhi nhi padhti, na hi use type karne ka man karta hai, baki har jagah type kar legi, but mere lie nhi, vo to maine abhi rat me uske aane pe oor msg kie, tab jaake usne kuch reply kia, agar msg nhi karta to shayad vo reply hi nahi karti. Agar maine msg karna band kar dia to muje lagta hai ki vo muje kabhi khudse msg ya call nhi karegi. Usne ajtak kabhi muje fb ya khi oor se photo dhundke send nhi ki, but us fucking fucker deefuck k lie bada pyara sa photo dhund ke whatsapp ka status set kia. Ha ye dikhata hai ki uske lie kon zada important hai. Us deefuck ke pas job hai, vo Banglore ja sakta hai jab marzi, uspe paise uda sakta hai, uski bhi job hai to vo bhi uda sakti hai uspe paise. Or mere pas kuch nhi hai. Use bas mujhise problem hoti hai. Baki poori duniya use pasand hai, vo to apne dushman se bhi pyar se baat kare. Lekin mujhse kabhi nhi. I don't know what to do, I can't break the promise I made to her that I will never leave her, ever.