Meeting an old friend

Kha tha na deefuck ane wala hai wapas Banglore. And she have enough time for him, but mere lie nhi. 1 bje aya tha, sham ke 6 bje tak ghumte rhe. Kha ghume muje nhi pta. Wapas ane ke bad usne unblock kar dia muje, vo nhi chahti ki mai disturb karu use jab vo apne real friends k sath ho, chahe vo deefuck ho ya office ke friends. Muje laga ki nhi karegi unblock muje, but usne kar dia. Pichle sal bhi aya tha humari life kharab karne. Or karke bhi gya, use usse baat karne me zada maza ata. Muje bolke ki mai aai, or usse ghanto baat karti thi mera phone katke, or mai call pe call lagata rehta raat bhar or uska phone busy rehta tha. Mai us time library jata tha, library me bag rakhke bahar ata or usse bat karta, fir vo gandu deefuck phone kar deta, or ye muje bolti ki kuch kam hai baad me call karti hu. Or mai fir ghanto library ke bahar ghumta rehta road pe, wait karta ki kab uski bate khatam hogi or vo muje phone karegi. Pta hai kya hota, vo usse bat karke soo jati. Or mai apna bag leke wapas hostel aa jata. Jab humari ladai ho gai thi to kuch din baad vo mere pas aati, sorry bolti, or mai maan jata or muje bolti ki fir usse baat karne lag jati kuch hafte bad. Fir humara jhagda ho jata, aesa 2-3 bar hua hai. Pichla saal aese hi nikla hai. Jab uske exam chalte the to muje bolti ki 4 bje utha dena. Or uska ghar aesi jagah tha ki network hi nhi pakadta tha. Mai use 1 ghante phone lagata, or jab phone lagta to vo bolti ki mai uth gai thi. Use lagta hai ki meri life easy rhi hai, kabhi khudko meri jagah rakhke dekh tab pta chalega. Vese uski life bhi koi easy nhi thi, maine hi ki thi kharaab. Meri vajah se usne apne bhai se, apne papa se thappad khae. Pehle vo mujhse paglo ki trah pyar karti thi, apni mummy ke samne bol deti thi ki mujhse hi shadi karegi, ab to mujhse hi baat karne ka man nhi karta uska.
Subh 3 bje uthi hogi, fb chala rhi thi. Muje msg karti h whatsapp pe.
[19/01, 03:10] She: https://goo.gl/images/71JcvK (Image result)
[19/01, 03:10] She: 😁
[19/01, 03:12] She: Ise status pe kese dalte hai
Happy when meeting an old friend. Mere sath kabhi khush hi nhi rehti. Usse milke khushi hoti hai jiski wajah se sab khatam hua tha. Or usse khush nhi jisne uska har time uska sath nibhaya, hamehsha, jab bhi kich hota, kuch bhi, vo sabse pehle muje phone karti thi. Ab sabse akhri me bhi muje phone nhi karegi. Ha pyar kia hai to sab asan thode hi hoga. Mai oor kar bhi kya sakta hu, use zabardasti phone kar kar ke pareshaan nhi karna chahta. Use bas samajhna hi nhi ata. Bas is deefuck ke pas job hai or paisa. Mere pas bhi hai paisa, but vo dad ka hai, mai nhi kharch udaana chahta. Mai apne paise kharch karna chahta hu. But vo samajhti hi nhi, use lagta hai mai kanjoos hu, but mai kanjoos nhi, bas time ke sath mature ho gya hu. Pta hai kya sahi hai or kya nhi, kya karna chahie or kya nhi. Maine to uska abhi tak hath bhi dhang se nhi pakda kabhi. Use shayad ye lagta ho ki muje koi interest nhi usme. Maine to use kabhi kamar ke neche nahi dekha. Shayad 2 bar dekha ho, galti se. Iska matlab ye nhi jo b tum log soch rhe ho. I just love her. Bas wait kar rha hu uski job chutne ka. Shayad job chorne ke bad sab thek ho jae. But problems location nhi dekti, uska to kaam hi hai pareshaan karna. But mai chahta hu ki koi b problem ho to hum dono sath me solve kare, ye nhi ki jhagda karke ek dusre ko block kar de, uske lie baat karni padti hai, lekin uske pas time hi nhi hota, ya time hota hai but mood nhi hota uska.
[17/01, 21:50] me: i told you, i make your life easy
[17/01, 21:50] me: but tuje hi pasand nhi
[17/01, 21:50] She: Is it
[17/01, 21:51] me: Abhi to nhi kar rha hu na kuch
[17/01, 21:51] She: 😑
[17/01, 21:51] me: Aese hi tu chahti thi
[17/01, 21:51] She: Mene B's faltu msg krne see manaa Kiya tha
[17/01, 21:51] me: Ok
[17/01, 21:53] me: Nhi karta, bus subh karta hu. And night me. Tere ghar jane se pehle, taki tuje ghar pe disturb na karu, bcoz tera gae khula rehta hai. Mai nhi chahta ki mai teri life me fir koi hungaama create karu
[17/01, 21:53] She: Kr Chuka hai
[17/01, 21:53] She: 😑
[17/01, 21:53] me: I know
[17/01, 21:54] me: But i am trying not to do further more
[17/01, 21:54] me: Vese b bhoot zada kar chuka hu
[17/01, 21:54] me: Teri life uper se neeche
[17/01, 21:54] She: Yup
[17/01, 21:55] me: Kash tu apna past badal pati
[17/01, 21:55] me: Agar kar pati to kya change karti?
[17/01, 21:56] She: 9th class
[17/01, 21:56] She: Mai padhti
[17/01, 21:56] She: Achhe se
[17/01, 21:57] me: or fir?
[17/01, 21:57] She: Or kya
[17/01, 21:57] She: Iit
[17/01, 21:58] me: acha
[17/01, 21:58] me: fir
[17/01, 21:59] She: Pese
[17/01, 21:59] She: 😁
[17/01, 21:59] She: Bhot sare
[17/01, 21:59] She: Car
[17/01, 21:59] She: 👗
[17/01, 21:59] She: Hehehehehe
[17/01, 21:59] me: 😂😂😂
[17/01, 22:00] She: Apne parents ko out of India
[17/01, 22:00] She: Kya hua
[17/01, 22:00] me: kuch nhi
[17/01, 22:00] me: 😁
[17/01, 22:00] me: abhi bhi ja sakti hai
[17/01, 22:00] She: Bol😒
[17/01, 22:00] She: Nhi
[17/01, 22:01] me: kuch bhi nahi.
[17/01, 22:01] She: Pese nhi hai
[17/01, 22:01] She: Tere sath jaungi
[17/01, 22:01] me: mere sath, tuje pta hai mai kha leke jaunga, 😛
[17/01, 22:03] She: Ha
[17/01, 22:03] She: Apne gao
[17/01, 22:03] me: hmm,
[17/01, 22:03] me: 1-2 bar to jana padega
[17/01, 22:03] me: sal me
[17/01, 22:03] She: 😦
[17/01, 22:04] She: Bye
[17/01, 22:04] She: Bye
[17/01, 22:04] She: Gud night
[17/01, 22:04] me: tere bhi gao jaenge
[17/01, 22:04] me: are yar, how can we forget our parents?
[17/01, 22:04] She: Bye
[17/01, 22:04] She: 😑
[17/01, 22:04] She: Expected
[17/01, 22:04] me: acha 1 bar
[17/01, 22:04] She: Go
[17/01, 22:04] She: Kanjoos
[17/01, 22:05] me: yar, mai tuje promises nhi kar sakta jinki probability kam hai.
[17/01, 22:05] me: mai tuje 4 sal se bol rha hu milne aunga
[17/01, 22:05] me: but nhi aa paya.
[17/01, 22:06] me: and everything is yours, including me
[17/01, 22:06] me: jo man ae vo le lena
[17/01, 22:06] She: No
[17/01, 22:06] She: I don't want
[17/01, 22:06] She: Fake promise
[17/01, 22:07] me: i don't wwant to make either of them
[17/01, 22:07] me: maine kabhi kha hai tuje ki tere lie chaand taare leke aunga
[17/01, 22:09] She: Han
[17/01, 22:09] me: oy, hum jaa sakte hai, bahar
[17/01, 22:09] She: Bola tha
[17/01, 22:09] me: huum jaa sakte hai bahar
[17/01, 22:09] She: Rehne de
[17/01, 22:09] me: sachii
[17/01, 22:09] She: Nhi jaana
[17/01, 22:09] She: Mera Paisa waste hoga
[17/01, 22:09] me: Sachii yar
[17/01, 22:09] She: Haan
[17/01, 22:09] me: abe tuje pta hai na mai kanjoos hu
[17/01, 22:10] She: Bye😡
[17/01, 22:10] She: 😠🤧
[17/01, 22:10] She: Bye
[17/01, 22:10] She: Kanjoos
[17/01, 22:10] me: To fir tera 1 bhi paisa nhi lagega
[17/01, 22:10] me: but still we can go
[17/01, 22:12] me: dekh, mai na phd ke lie apply kar dunga kisi foreing university me, they will provide me scholarship, and we both can go.
[17/01, 22:12] me: nhi to, fir wait karna padega 2-3 sal
[17/01, 22:12] me: bcoz first year me salary 6-7 lakh hi hogi, but 2 sal me double ho jaegi, fir hum jaa sakte hai
[17/01, 22:13] me: or 3-4 days ka zada kharcha bhi nhi aega. shayad 3-4 lakh
[17/01, 22:14] me: but mera phd karne ka koi mood nhi, islie, abhi job leta hu, fir tujhse shadi, tabtak senior post tak poch jaunga. fir hum iske bare me sochenge.
[17/01, 22:15] me: lo bhai, ab 4 ring wali gaadi ke sath, foreign tour bhi add ho gya teri list me, muje lagta hai jaldi kuch karna padega, nhi to tu kal kuch oor demand kar degi.
[17/01, 22:18] me: or yar agar defence me gya to shayad hum kabhi nhi jaa pae bahar, fir to sirf india me hi ghum paenge
[17/01, 22:22] me: 😔
[17/01, 22:23] me: sorry 😯😞
[17/01, 22:28] me: but mai koi na koi rasta nikal lunga. ya kash tune 9 me padhai ki hoti, or tu iit me hoti.
[17/01, 22:39] me: Bas tu hamesha yhi dikhane ki kosish karti hai ki mai kuch kar nhi sakta, vese b abhi tak kuch kia hi nhi, lekin iska matlab ye nhi ki kuh kar nhi sakta. I am missing just one opportunity. If i get one, then i will change everything.
[17/01, 22:47] me: I will try my best to fulfil your dreams.
[17/01, 22:50] me: I know time kam hai, but mai bhi bech me nhi kar sakta na kuch. 1 kam khatam hoga to dusra shuru kar sakta hu. Its like a game, clear this level, earn points, last me villiane ko harao, or princess tumhari.
[17/01, 22:51] me: or abhi to humari shadi hi sabse badi problem hai, use solve kar lia to baki to sab choti choti problems hai
[17/01, 22:52] me: good night, shayad meri baato ka koi matlab nhi, bcoz mai independent nhi. jab job lag jaegi tab shayad kuch matlab nikle. tabtak shhhhhh rhunga
[17/01, 23:18] me: Or yar mai koi jinn to nhi hu, ki jo b wish mangi poori ho jaegi 1 min me. I am trying yar, bas tera support chaie.
[17/01, 23:19] me: Muje pta hai tu gussa ho rhi hogi. But gussa karne se solve nhi hoga kuch, hume bas sath rehna hai, aese hi to solve karte h problems hubs and wife. H na!! Hum kar lenge sort out sab.
[17/01, 23:20] me: Or yar jab itna door aa chuke hai sath sath, to aage bhi sab sahi hi hoga. Have faith 😇
[17/01, 23:32] me: Or muje tere alawa kuch dekhne ka man hi nahi karta, agar movie bhi dekhne jae to mai to bas tuje hi dekhta rhu. You r my world. Muje or kahi jane ki zarurat hi nhi,or na hi icha h. Bas tu hamesha sath rhe. Or kuch nhi chaie.
[17/01, 23:35] me: You r my love and you r my life.i can't leave you and i can't live without you. Good night princess. I love you.

[18/01, 03:38] She: Ok
[18/01, 03:39] me: I love you
[18/01, 03:39] She: 😊
[18/01, 03:39] She: I know
[18/01, 03:39] me: Mmuummaah
[18/01, 03:39] me: Mmuummaah
[18/01, 03:40] She: Pr mene koi msg nhi padha upr ka
[18/01, 03:40] me: 😆
[18/01, 03:40] me: Koi baat nhi
[18/01, 03:40] me: Mai bolunga b nhi padhne ko
[18/01, 03:40] me: Mmuummaah
[18/01, 03:40] me: Mmuummaah
[18/01, 03:41] me: Tuje sachii ka mmuummaah karne ka man kar rha hai
[18/01, 03:41] me: Islie tuje bola tha 1 min k lie call karne ko
[18/01, 03:41] She: Don't right letters
[18/01, 03:42] She: Short msg is enough
[18/01, 03:42] me: Yar hai humne bate kha se shuru ki thi, vo 3 page ka letter
[18/01, 03:42] me: Agar vo nhi hota to hum aj baat kar rhe hote?
[18/01, 03:42] She: Hmm

Use pasand hi nhi mere letter jaise msg, jinhe me 1 ghanta lagata hu likhne me or uske pas 10 min b nhi padhne ko.

[18/01, 21:39] She: Hi
[18/01, 21:39] me: Hello
[18/01, 21:39] She: I want out
[18/01, 21:39] She: Came
[18/01, 21:39] She: Back
[18/01, 21:39] me: Oh
[18/01, 21:40] She: Deepak came today
[18/01, 21:40] me: Hehe
[18/01, 21:40] She: We went out
[18/01, 21:40] She: Or bhot khrcha krwaya
[18/01, 21:40] She: 😒
[18/01, 21:40] me: 😶
[18/01, 21:40] She: 😅
[18/01, 21:40] She: Nothing
[18/01, 21:41] me: No
[18/01, 21:41] me: 🙂
[18/01, 21:41] She: What
[18/01, 21:41] She: Matlb
[18/01, 21:41] She: Mene bhi Kiya tha
[18/01, 21:41] She: Jb uski job lagi thi
[18/01, 21:41] She: Hehehehehe
[18/01, 21:41] me: Matlab, tu ghum ghum ke thag gai hogi.
[18/01, 21:41] She: Nhi
[18/01, 21:42] me: I know
[18/01, 21:42] She: He came at 1
[18/01, 21:42] me: I know that also
[18/01, 21:42] She: Went 7 o'clock
[18/01, 21:42] me: Oh
[18/01, 21:42] She: 5-6 ghante
[18/01, 21:42] me: 😆
[18/01, 21:42] me: Acha hai
[18/01, 21:42] me: Mood fresh ho gya hoga
[18/01, 21:43] She: 😒
[18/01, 21:43] me: Tere us bekar office se to acha hi tha
[18/01, 21:43] She: Bill pay kr ke
[18/01, 21:43] me: Nhi
[18/01, 21:43] me: Bas bahar ghumke
[18/01, 21:44] She: Nhi
[18/01, 21:44] me: Oh
[18/01, 21:44] me: Paisa khrch hua na
[18/01, 21:45] me: Vo b teri mehnat ka
[18/01, 21:45] me: But tune bhi kia tha uska, bhul gai. To tuje bhi karna tha uske lie
[18/01, 21:58] She: Hehehehehe
[18/01, 21:58] She: Kuch nhi hota
[18/01, 21:59] me: 🙂
[18/01, 21:59] me: Well you enjoyed. That's enough.
[18/01, 21:59] me: Or tu thaki b nhi. Oor kya chaie
[18/01, 22:00] She: Thanking gai
[18/01, 22:00] She: I m tired
[18/01, 22:00] me: Oh
[18/01, 22:00] me: Uper tune nhi kha tha
[18/01, 22:01] me: Kya kya kia?
[18/01, 22:01] me: Kuch nhi.
[18/01, 22:01] me: Tera type karne ka man nhi karta, i know
[18/01, 22:10] She: Hmm

Or uper jo smile or hehe tha, sab fake tha. I was not happy, but mai kuch nhi kar sakta pta hai q, fir sun lo, MERE PAS JOB NHI.