Have I done something wrong

Pta nhi q rat hote hote uski yad ane lagti h. Samajh nhi aa rha kyaa karu. Par itni jaldi haar nahi maanna chahta. Par wait bhi nahi hota. Shayad muje peena shuru kar dena chaie, peene se sare gam door ho jate hai.
Pta nhi kaise kaise khayal aa rhe h dimag me, kash on off switch hota dimag ka.
Mai chah kr bhi nhi chor sakta use.