Again blocked me

Aj subh usne fir good morning nhi kha, vo kabhi khudse kehti hi nhi. Rat me 3:30 uth gai thi, use maine bhoot sare msg kie, but usne 1 bhi nhi padha, kya fayda 1 ghanta waste karke itne pyare pyare msg likhne ka jab use fark hi nahi padta. bas fb chala rhi thi subh tak. wha ke posts padh sakti hai but mere msg nahi. Mai samjha bhi kise rha hu, use fark hi nhi padta. Use bas usi chezo se fark padta hai jo uske kaam ki hai, baki saari cheze bhaad me jae. Subh office ke lie gai, but usne paise nikale. fir office me ruki 1 bje tak, fir shayad shopping karne chale gai, or us time vo muje block kar deti hai. Ya to vo chahti nhi ki mai use disturb karu, ya shayad uske sath uske gharwale ho, jo ki nhi ho sakta. But jab vo kisi oor ko preference deti hai to lagta hai jaise mai kuch lagta hi nhi, par pta nhi q kabhi kabhi vo itna ache se bat karti hai jaise uske lie sab kuch mai hi hu. Ha ladkio ko samajhna aasan nhi. But agar vo unblock bhi karegi muje, jo ki shayad nhi karegi, bcoz use tab tak meri yad nhi ati jabtak mai msg na karu, or whatsapp pe blocked hu to mai kar hi nhi sakta. FB pe hi ab use good night and good morning bolunga. Shayad kabhi hafte me ek baar mera msg galti se khol le. bas aesa lag rha hai 4 din ki chandni or fir andheri raat. Pta nhi bas lagta hai ki agar use mujhse itni hi zada problem hai to use dubara disturb naa karu. Usse baat kie hue hi 1 hafta ho gya, bas video chat ki thi kuch din, but use meri awaz nhi sunai deti bcoz vo earphone nhi lagati or sound off kar deti hai. Usse kiss karne ka bhoot man karta hai, but usse bola tha call karne ke lie, 1 min hi sahi, but usne nhi kia. Or mai yha se call karke use pareshann nhi karna chahta. I had replied the question that the company asked (the one I was talking which is in Mumbai). Hope to get something positive. Campus placement bhi shuru ho gae hai, shayad wha se kuch lag jae. Usne unblock to kar dia, but I won't be messaging her first. Maine socha tha ki agar vo unblock nhi karegi to id hi delete kar dunga. She do think of me, pta nhi bas kuch samajh hi nhi ata uska.